A blanket of grief enrobes me as I talk with other AYA cancer patients.
As I hear their stories, painful thoughts crash in waves and quickly make their way to the forefront of my mind, creating emotional turmoil.
“Why them and not me?” I think, as I want to pull the blanket down and hide my eyes, too embarrassed to show their tear-filled ducts.
I hear one of my doctor’s voices echo in the background. “I wouldn’t worry; if you had to get cancer, this would be the one to get.”
I think about how lucky I am, the positive statistical trends of thyroid cancer scrolling through my brain like flash cards.
“Know what your life is worth,” a woman with 3 years left to live says to us. I fear my empathy will never be enough.
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